Sunlight streams through large stained glass windows in a grand, gothic-style church. Text at the top reads IF NOT FOR ME and below, WHERE THE LIGHT BEGINS TO FADE..

If Not For Me

A limited edition Sea Blue Cloudy vinyl record from If Not For Me is displayed next to its 12” jacket album cover, which features a metallic blue rose standing upright on a dark background with bold white text reading FOR ME.

If Not For Me - “Everything You Wanted” Sea Blue Cloudy w/ Coke Bottle Splatter Vinyl

A blue and purple limited edition vinyl record—pressed in striking Grimace Purple vinyl—rests beside its cover, which features a metallic rose and the text IF NOT FOR ME on a dark background. This release includes a full color printed inner sleeve, enhancing its collector’s appeal.

If Not For Me - “Everything You Wanted” Dusk Smush Vinyl

A marbled gray vinyl record, limited to 400 copies, comes housed in a striking 12” jacket. The cover features a blue-tinted rose against a dark background with the text IF NOT FOR ME in large white letters, perfectly complementing the opaque metallic silver finish of this exclusive release.

If Not For Me - “Everything You Wanted” Metallic Silver Marble Vinyl

Two limited edition If Not For Me vinyl records—one marbled brown/gold, the other blue/white—are in 12" jackets with stained glass window art and “IF NOT FOR ME” at the top.

If Not For Me - “Where the Light Begins to Fade” Vinyl Bundle

A limited edition blue and white marbled vinyl from If Not For Me is displayed next to its 12” jacket, which features a gothic cathedral interior with vibrant stained glass windows and “IF NOT FOR ME” at the top.

If Not For Me - “Where the Light Begins to Fade ” Blue & Orange Marble Vinyl

An orange and black marbled limited edition vinyl by If Not For Me sits beside its album cover, which depicts a gothic cathedral interior with stained glass windows and the band name at the top.

If Not For Me - “Where the Light Begins to Fade ” Light-Fade Cloudy Vinyl

A CD Digipak from If Not For Me featuring a gothic stained glass cathedral on the cover. The title "Where the Light Refused to Fade" appears at the top, with an orange CD partly pulled out and a 6-page insert included.

If Not For Me - “Where the Light Begins to Fade” CD

If Not For Me merchandise bundle with a black skull/gothic text hoodie, poster of the four band members, "Where the Light Begins to Fade" Digipak (stained glass art cover), and an orange "If Not For Me" CD.

If Not For Me - "Album" Black Hoodie / CD / Poster Bundle

The If Not For Me bundle includes a black long-sleeve shirt with red and white graphics, a Digipak CD, vinyl record, and a poster of the four band members from the "Where the Light Begins to Fade" album.

If Not For Me - “Angel of Death” Black Long Sleeve / CD / Poster Bundle

If Not For Me bundle with a black T-shirt (yellow/orange artwork), Digipak CD of "Where the Light Begins to Fade," and a photo of the four band members in dark clothing indoors.

If Not For Me - “Excalibur” Black Tee / CD / Poster Bundle

An If Not For Me black t-shirt with "FOR ME" and graphic design, band merch featuring a four-member poster, cathedral photo, Digipak CD, and Where the Light Begins to Fade album cover are shown on a white background.

If Not For Me - "Archangel" Black Tee / CD / Poster Bundle

If Not For Me black Gildan hoodies showcase bold skull and barbed wire graphics, gothic band text, and the album title "Where the Light Begins to Fade," with front and back designs.

If Not For Me - "Album" Black Hoodie

Black long-sleeve Gildan shirt by If Not For Me with red and white graphics: a hooded skeleton, stylized text, abstract patterns, and DEMON on the sleeves—delivering a dark, edgy look inspired by Where the Light Begins to Fade merch.

If Not For Me - “Angel of Death” Black Long Sleeve

Two black If Not For Me Gildan t-shirts featuring orange and yellow album art from "Where the Light Begins to Fade." Front: band name with abstract art. Back: sword with thorns and shards in matching colors.

If Not For Me - “Excalibur” Black Tee

Black Gildan t-shirt by If Not For Me with FORME and small yellow text on the front. Back features shattered glass, a grayscale statue, bold FORME text, and yellow accents inspired by "Where the Light Begins to Fade.

If Not For Me - “Archangel” Black Tee

If Not For Me - "Where The Light Begins To Fade" 12" X 18 Poster w/ Tube (Pre-order)

A Digipak CD and case by If Not For Me, featuring a metallic blue rose on a dark background. Bold white IF NOT FOR ME text with EVERYTHING YOU WANTED below. Includes booklet with lyrics from Feel Me Now.

If Not For Me - “Everything You Wanted” CD

Cassette tape with blue rose design and text on a white background

If Not For Me - “Everything You Wanted” Blue Tint Cassette

front and back of a black tshirt. across the front of the shirt in red text reads "if not for me" and has a rectangle below that with an image of red hands. the back of the shirt in arching red text reads "if not for me". in the center of this is the same image of the hands. below this in red text reads " feel me" and below that in white reads "now".

If Not For Me - Hands Tee Black